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28.2.09

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

"Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories
span the miles and in seconds we are there.
But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss u, I remind myself
how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss"
In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

jumaat, 27th Feb.

Abah texted me this afternoon ;
"Atie, tak balek ke?"

since my maxis credit sudah expired, i straight away called Abah using my 2nd phone.

i miss home but i can't afford to waste any more time watching tv and all at home since assignments melambak gila. once dah dapat chance utk tgk tv dan beristirehat, siapa yang akan tolak dan buat-buat baik duduk dalam bilik sendiri kononnya buat kerja, ye x? so baiklah xpayah pulang.

td mcm dah nk start meroyan sbb xbalek this week tp terjumpa Mr PS and Nik kat cafe so i joined them for my early tea. had one choc muffin and iced nescafe.

naik bilik. tgk phone ada missed calls from Gha, both phones pulak tuh. i called back and off we go to Endah Parade with the other two gfs. oh kereta Kawan ada 5 orang. 9 orang semua pergi EP untuk main bowling.

it seems that i've lost interest in bowling. haha. sbb td my dearest gfs and i dah ter-discover hobby baruu. :) go figure. ;)

27.2.09

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

i want tako tao octopus, satay kajang, mee soup pakcik sedap kat velo tuh, nasi lemak Q bistro, otak-otak.
pls pls pls.

mmg kalau tgh buat kerja akan lapar dan teringin banyak benda eh?
haish haish.

26.2.09

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

there will be onlyy 7 girls in the class after this. :(
In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.



found my dearest T pendrive anyway. hoorayy for that. Alhamdulillah. terselit dalam buku Children rupanya.
jarum Roomie juga telah dijumpai. Nik yang simpankan. yeay.
extension, Elley bagi dia punya yg lama, dia dah ada yang baruu.




PKK Tutor esok : sudah siap print for groupmates, dah siapkan powerpoint together with groupmates td etc. tinggal nk present sahaja esokk.
Falsafah? :( malas sungguh ohhkayy. haish. tp kesian kat Puan F. huhuu. ok. jom buat.



semua orang dah ada binatang peliharaan. kucing lah, ikan lah. semua-semua lah. jom bela tikus.



my dearest bestie, Dollie Skemmy is now having a hard time in Gombak sana. how i wish i can go there and cheer her up. i think i shud be thinking of getting a licence by now.

25.2.09

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

just so you know, i was glad on what i did yesterday. we never talk for so long right?
:)
In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

i miss home. sama mcm Tong. jom balek rumah sekarang.

risau gila ohhkayy berkenaan Abah's health condition. diharapkan baik-baik sahaja.
Abang Sin jadi famous sekejap dekat 4/12 L td. :)) haish macam macam.

i miss home, yes i do.



kusangkakan panas hingga ke petang, rupanya hujan di tengah hari. go figure.
i was happy today tp tidak kekal lama, nampaknya.

pls lah NE. dun be too sensitive. life shud be so simple, remember?

23.2.09

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

my T pendrive hilang. sedih.
dah berkemas-kemas di bilik mcm maid td tp still xjumpa.
apalah nasib.
sayang gila ohhkayy. pendrive since matrix.
the only memory i have from londang.
:(

jarum peniti roomie hilang.
satu bekas ohkay. syabas. guilty.
td pegi cari kat hall bsama KT tp gagal ditemui.
kesian roomie. i'll ganti.
:(

extension rosak lagi. syabas lagi.
rasa mcm nk baiki sendiri tp mana lah ada skill electrician weyy.
:(

called Ummi just now, seperti selalu telah berkata :
"takpelah. dugaan. nk buat mcm mana. chill"
what Ummi said just now is more than enough to make me smile and laugh.

i love my Ummi so much. my pillar of strength. :)

ohh anyway, our Puan A, warden blok Budi dah pindah masuk BPG. rasa mcm suka sbb warden berkurang tp mcm sedih pulak dia dah xde, tambahan pula lepas sembang td, ter-extra sedih pulak. haha. mmg emosi aku tidak stabil. xyah nk sedih sebab lecturer nk pergi lahh. Ezzati mmg selalu akan jadi Ezzati, semestinya.


why do we never know what we've got till it's gone?

22.2.09

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.
life should be so simple. yes, that's true, now i'm making my life even simpler. for the sake of myself.
:)



21.2.09

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

larian mesra oh. glad it's finally over. thanks KB for being my loyal running partner. haha. KT and KW sepasangan berlarian juga. tp Elley and Gha, jaguh berlarian ke depan sana. haha. mereka lari solo. haha. hebat :)

Tong, "Rumah Merah Yang Ku Puja" menang. hehehe. teringat zaman-zaman Mahsuriii dahulu kala di Bukit Merbah sana :)

went to LY with the dearest sisters, sekali dengan lompatmate. he's so sporting to accompany us. :) ended the day with "buying unnecessary stuff" session, satu sesi wajib :) well, bak kata KB, kalau diri sendiri x gembirakan hati sendiri, siapa lagi? so yeah, i bought one N sandal dengan rasa tak bersalah.


Me : Abah, pls visit Atie esok. nk tako tao.
Abah : Asyik ingat makan je. ok. see you for lunch, IA.
Abah is one cool father after all. homesick ah.

20.2.09

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

drama dah tamat. i had fun seriously :))


oh oh oh but then, KECEWA dengan kehidupan.
sangat. idk. homesick kot. :( but that's not the main point, kot sekali lagii. ntah.
called Abah, Ummi, Adah and Abang S just now. yes, i just miss them all. tenang dah sikit kot.
emotional gila Nurul Ezzati.

dalam banyak-banyak perkara kan, aku rasa sangat banyak perkara yang aku xperlu tahu. makin tahu makin serabut ahh.

"Dan ingatlah serta sebutlah Tuhanmu jika engkau lupa." Al-Kahfi : 24
In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

KB tgh nervous tu, biaselah puan director kan :) haha! oh this is the day. hehe. finally. lps nih semua org boleh concentrate on assignments yang melimpah ruah tu. hohoho.

KT and KW dengan lemah gemalai tari. haha. cute gila i tell you! sangat.

:) i had fun practising drama with the other 15 fellas for beberapa hari mencecah minggu :)

let's enjoy the show. haha. walaupun keeyotan mmg nk terserlah lah kan. lawak lawak dan lawak. :)

KB. KT. KW. Ana. Shikin. Nik. Pah. Haikal PS. DD. Eysamuden. Farhan. Kawan. Fatherr. Asyraf. Muzafar.

18.2.09

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.



life's great. assignments? GREAT.
Ketahuilah hanya dengan mengingati Allah, hati akan menjadi tenang.
Ar-Ra'd 13 : 28
i'm waiting for my roomie. tako tao! :))



17.2.09

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.


Al Baqarah : 152 Maka ingatlah kamu kepadaKu, nescaya Aku ingat kepadamu dan berterima kasihlah kepadaKu dan janganlah kamu mengkufuri nikmatKu.
this ayat calms my heart.
(:
In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

Abah was nice enough for allowing me to shop online using his maybank account. :) what more can i say? i'm super duper happy :) Abah and Ummi sangat baik lately. they can feel how much i suffer with the assignments and all kot.

Puan K asked me just now, "Why are u wearing black?"

i answered "ada pertabalan."


but deep down inside me, i want to answer this - "berkabung".

16.2.09

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

(Al-Imran:191) "Our rabb! You have not created all these without purpose,Subhanaka, Give us the salvation from the torment of the Fire.."

15.2.09

a beautiful mess.

kerja sgt byk sampai kena pilih which one to do first. haish. mencabar laa life nowadays. haha. lagi mencabar bila teringin nk mkn tako tao octopus, oh sangat laa nak mkn. jj sangat jauh. and i'm not that rajen. pergi di kemudian hari laa nmpknyaa.

for now, cafe is the best place on earth untuk mengisi perut. no choice man.

***

i do lots of thinking nowadays. i always knew that i shouldn't. thinking too much can make you emotionally unstable. trust me.

it hurts a lot i must say. i hate the fact that it bothers me everytime. it's my fault. i know.

doraemon, boleh kasi pinjam mesin masa tak? pls.

i dun want to fix everything, it's just i want to fix the part when i started everything. i know i should't start apa pun at the first place, coz at the end of it, i'm the one who hurt, like no other.

***
current mood : rasa mcm nk pergi belajar buat cupcakes dan makan tako tao 5 set.



14.2.09

sumtyms i find myself sitting back and reminiscing.

for dinner, i want ;

1. nak tako tao - octopus, extra segalanya. nk 3 sets! gemukk gilaa.
2. nasi lemak velo berlauk pauk banyak. semeatinya. haha!
3. mee soup tak nak pedas pakcik sebelah kedai burger tu. sangat nak ohhkayy.

pls pls pls.

tgk2 nnt makan nasi goreng kampung tidak pedas di cafe sahaja. haish haish.



listening to : littlest thing. lily allen.

12.2.09

rabu rabu rabu.

pkck D, thanks for coming/visiting. 4 tahun tidak berjumpa. kereta mak dia sangat cool! haha. so happy to finally have the chance of meeting u! :) :) nk selipar pink lagi! haha!
***
ZN. i love her company. she never fails to make me feel better. in her very own way. i had fun sepanjang petang. :)
***
malam : usrah. it feels good to see the familiar faces once again. Along, Kak Siti, Kak Yani, Sha and Yo. :) Angah, Nemo and ada lagi yang x dpt datang. i always love the fact that we're sisters. ukhuwah fillah. the bond is so strong. :) looking forward for more usrah esp with the juniors in the family :) it feels good to have adeks (ohh actuallynya sebaya/lagi tuaa) and rasa mcm best dapat chance to share thoughts :)
***
jpp. bubar sudah. kerja pon sudah. sapu sampah sampai sakit pinggang pon sudah. kena bahan dengan Tong sbb 'saya ulangi' pon sudah. haha! at last. this is the end.
***
while waiting for our burgers, i had muhasabah session kat tempat parking kereta depan cafe with my roomie, Z. i love it. a lot. :) i need more muhasabah sessions. :) haha! duduk bersila beralaskan selipar. cool! :)
***
kadangkala benda-benda kecil pon boleh buat hati senang. xperlu nk harapkan satu yang besar baru lah hati boleh keriangan, kononnya. kadangkala kita lupa dengan nikmat-nikmat kecil yang ada pada orang sekeliling kita. i'd love to have more friends that can make me smile :)
**
it has been a year since i last met Dollie Skemmy and i miss her a lot. mahu jumpaa! haish. i need one special date!
***
see, there's always hikmah behind every single thing happened. and i'm grateful for that. 10 Feb was horrible and i've wasted 2 sheets of KB's tissues and i woke up this morning dgn rasa pening kepalaa. i've had enough. pls move on, NE. things would never be the same again.

10.2.09

10 Feb.

  1. looking forward for a date with my dearest ZN, tomorrow's evening, IA.
  2. Zura dilanda segan yang amat td. haha. pity roomie.
  3. had fun : short date with ZN ptg td.
  4. pembubaran jpp. at last. happy. sad. mixed emotions.
  5. my Dollie Skemmy kat Gombak sdg jiwa kacau. all the best bestie.xoxo
  6. i miss home. homesick gila.
  7. Abah, boleh tolong topup x? hehe.
  8. what a depressing night i've ever had. i swear to God, that was my last time. no more.
  9. i should buang this tabiat of 'pergi berjalan ke bilik gfs without hps', i missed my chance to talk to A. haish. the cutest thing of all is that he used his mom's wey td. haha. apalah. haish haish.
  10. hari ni berapa hari bulan? emo gila. nk kata pms tp belum tiba masa.
  11. Abg S dapat pegi PGL. gedikk. jealous gila ah!
  12. KB, thanks for the tissue. haha! told you i'm sensitive. *segan*
  13. i hope for brighter days ahead. pls. Cheras, do treat me well, will you?

XOXO

zaity darl. :)

si first speaker. haha!


zaity nabilah dearest,
happy 19th birthdayy darling.
:)
2006-eternity. IA. :)
let's grow old together.
tq for being one of the nicest gfs i've ever had.
i need one special date. let's sembang-sembang sampai penatt.
glad gila for having u around.
friends eternally.
XOXO

9.2.09

AC di mana? AC di sini. scaryy. haha!

masa tidur petang td, aku mimpi AC wujud kat rumah aku. ye, rumah aku. syabas.

haha!

first of all, aku hanya ada abang S sahaja selaku lelaki muda tunggal di rumah.

kedua, kalau AC ada dalam rumah, maksudnya we're related.

apsal dalam banyak-banyak manusia di muka bumi Allah ni dia yang wujud kat rumah aku? haish.musykil. dan ini agak lawak.

takkan ahh Abah nk bagi permission kat AC overnight kat rumah kan? haha!




ok, mungkin dalam mimpi tu dia kahwin dengan Wann. haha! *Wann, amek AC, Nick Jonas bagi aku, hehe.*

mimpi AC : scaryyyy ohhkayy!

but i know it doesnt mean anything. chill. cuba kalau betul, itu lawak!

1.59 in the morning.

now : i'm doing my pkk. sehari suntuk sudah. muakk gila. tahniah sosioemosi sangatt banyakk.

pagi : gotong-royong yang menarik, walaupun ter-bangun lambatt. huuu.

tidak join Bash's surprise bday party at klcc. sorry gila. happy 20th bdayy anywayy :) berjumpa nnt yeah.

tengah hari : lunch at tesco. with T, E and D. terserempak dengan Mr. PS and the gang. woi rambut stylo gila lah kan. haha!

malam : dinner di velo yang tiada pilihan, nasi mentah. haha! fav kedai semua tutup. adohaii. KB, thanks for the company. jelita gila jalan berdua. haha. aku bengang sebab aku bengang. haish. speechless. to kau : jadilah apa2 pon yang kau nak, aku mau tunggu dan lihat. sampai hati kau. sedih. aku ni sensitive. haha!

malam juga : Z went to JJ. kirim tako tao octopus, u la la. nice :)

tengah malam : Chiput Tabbie called just now tanya pasal argumentative essay. kasihan kau Bie. buat elok-elok ohhkayy. :)

ohh anyway, sekarang aku dah semakin cuakk nk pergi toilet di tengah malam. haih. payah nih.

now : sekarang tgh asyik dengar this one song, KB, kau tau which song kan? huhu. pathetic gila kan aku. adohaii.

ok. pkk dah memanggil riang. nk sambung dengar lagu dan berfikir.

alamak, tiba-tiba rasa nk mkn Auntie Anne ahh! ni lagi payahh.

8.2.09

kadangkala pilihan terbentang depan mata, tapi kita je yang buta tak nampak pilihan tu.

7. 2. 2009
semua ada agenda tersendiri.

KW, KakWae ke Shah Alam.
KT, KakTgh pulang Bangi.
KB, KakBudd pergi rumah auntie.
E, Elley and T, Tong - BTR.
Z, Zura & D, Dira - Mid.

NE? di bilik sahaja.

ALONE. tp xpe, tidur pon seronokkk. :)

pada ptg hari, jln-jln kat tasik with E, the only gf yang sudah habis beragenda. yeay.
E rasa perjalanan di tasik menyeronokkan. eleh E ;) wtv it is, i love your company. tq.

i ws craving for mee soup, yg sebelah kedai burger tu. tp Elley xmau pegi velo. KB and D sudah pulang. jadi boleh pergi bersama. yeay. kedai tutup. syabas. nasib baik tidak berharap lebih, sangat.

Abah and Ummi (yes Adah as well) came to velo. they brought Gamogen as what i've requested. tq. had a lil chat with them. happy. busy gila parents aku nowadays sampai kena datang visit di mlm hari. haish.

i miss Abang S and Wann lah pulakk.

syabas PKK xsiap lagii. tp Falsafah, sudah siap :) esok akan sambung PKK, err.. kalau rajin.

esok semua orang pun akan busy keluar sana sini juga, seperti hari ini, semestinya. ok. pilihan di tangan kita. baiklah, akan duduk di bilik diam-diam. oh ya, mungkin sambil dengar lagu.

ni yang rasa mcm nk duduk bersantai kat pondok guard. Elley, nk teman x? oh lupa, kau bnyk kerja. aku pon. meroyan btol. oklah. nk duduk bilik buat kerja dgn tenang. jom.

6.2.09

idk.

semalam semalam.
lokasi : bilik Elley.
bilangan mata yang pelik : 3 pasang.

hari ini.
lokasi : from cafe to bilik Elley.
bilangan mata yang pelik : 1 pasang sahaja.
*meroyan*

mungkin aku sebenarnya normal kan. :'(



i always knew that i need a few trusted sisters here in Cheras and thanks Allah i've already have them all. it's nice to have meditation once in a while kan KB and Elley? well, KT, thanks for being around as well,u're the real Tgh i must say. KW, u're always be my kaklong. i love you guys, a lot. i owe u guys, big time. u guys can actually read my mind. my gfs are just so amazing. :') alhamdulillah. i'm grateful for having u guys, through thick and thin. i may be secretive at times. i may be hesitate just to share my problems.segann. tp aku tau aku xperlu segan ngan korang.



but at the same time i know, life must go on. wtv it is, i still care for you.

tp aku benci gila mata sepet aftr bangun tido pagi-pagi, nnt org ingat aku bnyk/terlebih tido.

3.2.09

;)

  • i have my full set of gfs right now. i'm complete. aww.
  • oyy oyy Pink Panther. ;) HAHA.
  • mungkin akan jumpa my darling Knights minggu ini. wuhuu.

enough said.

:)

listening to Love Storyyy dengan "sungguh gembira" mood :)

2.2.09

my dearest sister, Wann is now studying at Seremban. her final year. tidak bawa handphone, syabas. selalu call her KakTi to share probs guna public phone bawah block D tu sahaja.

that's not my point.
my point is, i felt veryy guilty sbb tak angkat panggilan telefon from beliau.
tidak sengaja.

she has tried to call me for 9 times, 3 days in a row.

setiap kali call, i was away pegi tgk tv. td maen ngan gfs. hari tuh sbb tak charge handphone.
yup, tidak bawa handphone ke sana ke mari.

sangat syabas kepada si kakak kerana ada handphone tp mcm tiada.
adik sendiri nk sembang pon susah.

guilttyy. Wann, if only kau bwk handphone, senanglah aku nk call balik.

haishh.

***

well well well, setelah pulang ke Chrs, apa yang perlu digembirakan? semestinya ; bersuka riang dengan gfs :)) gembira gilaa ohhkayyy. KB, kitorang tunggu kepulangan tuan hamba.

opsss, pkk tidak siap lagii.

1.2.09

apakah.

kemalasan memuncak tahap dewa dewii.
nk start buat kerja mmg mls gila. urgh.
nk start pon mls, so for sure lah semua xsiap sepatah haram ponn.
terukk gilaa.
and that's why i need to go back to Cheras esok pagi.
i need to at least be ready for Tuesday's classes.

eeeee, benci pulak bila bnyk kerja(fine, xsebanyak kelas Elley) tp kalau xde langsungg, rasa bosan juga.

apakah?

ah ah. wtv happens, i hope Abah boleh memberikan kerjasama to send me back on time tomorrow morning.




Abah selalu xnak percaya kalau aku kata mau balek awal, sbb nk buat kerjaa. apakah? haish.
i hope Chrs treats me well bcs Bangi spoiled me big time.

ok ok, kalau nk balek awal, kenalah pack para baju awal. ye x? one word; malas. haha.
Ezzati, apakah?





XOXO

ilmiah date with my mates :)

PTSL and PSFP, UKM :)
30th Januaryyy.
People Involved : Ummi, Ezzati, Farah Ainaa and Gee.
...
tekunn. :)

they were so rajenn dtg merempitt ke bangi. :)


with my dearest debatemate, Gee.


technologyy. :)



us. :))


with my dearest JPPmate, FAA. :) now exJPPmate eh? hehe.


PKK. :)


library library. :)


...

i had fun spending time with u guys on our ilmiah date. :) feel free to come again. sangat penat kan, u guys apatah lagii. hehe. tp naik motor itu sgt chomell. :)
p/s : Yang, i think kan, panggilan "Tieyy" tu agk stylo dan cute. haha! gedikk. ;p
XOXO

Allah is the best planner of all.

well, Muharam has come to an end a few days ago and now, same goes to January. it's a good start of the year i must say. yup, at first i thought life's not fun (i mean it doesnt go according to what i've expected earlier) since there were too many distractions here and there, but well, it turned out to be really good. :) Alhamdulillah.
...
i remember being so emotional during my first days in Cheras. mainly because of the class separation. but now, it seems good (there's always hikmah kann). i mean, i can accept the fact, dulu emotional gilaa ohhkayys. haha. with the new comers lg. yeah, at first the hesitation is still there, ohh now? no more. haha. :) lagi pon dulu serabut sbb assignmentmate pergi ke kelas sana. hehe. tp sekarang Alhamdulillah, i've got new assignmentmates. :) (but Elley, i still miss you!) thank you Allah, i still have the gfs around me,KB, KT and KW esp. they're just like my sistersss :)) penawar dukaa. loves.
it's a long way to go, 8 semesters man! may Allah ease us. :)
...
although there were many distractions along the way, i mean there were too many probs to handle in one time, i still survive. well, i'm not good in handling emotions but at least i've tried. i find myself happier when i get the chance to cry and sleep at times i can't deal with my own emotion. haha. Ezzati is so not tough. i'm on my way to know myself and yes i think this is part of life. yeah, ada masa rasa sensitive gila, sgt emotional bagaii. haish. haha.
...
i want to clear things up between me and this one fella. i think this is the time. :) we're friends but actually we're not. got what i mean? we're not talking to each other for so long. agak mcm buduhh so i think i want to put a fullstop there. i hope i will. haha. KB and KT will definitely be my advisors on this, they were advising me all this while actuallyy. lagi ponn, it has become my aim for how many times, i forgot. so, ayuhh. :)
***
i hope for more happy moments in life, InsyaAllah.
i hope there are always reasons for me to smile everydayy. :)
i hope my gfs and friends have reasons to be happy everydayyyyy tooo.
XOXO.