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28.4.09

Onn Onee Auni :)

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.





ohh Onn di Gaya sana.

Happy Birthday, Darl.
sweet 20 :)

may Allah bless you.

:)





xoxo

24.4.09

i know it sounds lame but it's so true.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

i believe that everything happens for a reason.
people change so that you can learn to let go.
things go wrong so that you
appreciate them when they're right.
you believe less so you eventually
learn to trust no one but yourself.
and sometimes good things fall apart
so better things fall together.
-marilyn monroe

beautiful soul.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

:)

i never wanna see you unhappy.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

well well well.
i love my outing to pesta buku last Wednesday.
yes, for the second time.
thanks for the company KB KT and KW.
i enjoyed it very much.
no kidding.

seminar aka cinema (bak kata PS) was ok.
oh at least i have the kerajinan to spend my 2 hours
discussing, just to make sure we have something to talk
about that day.
Alhamdulillah everything went well
although ada la perkara-perkara asas
happened.
nvmind,
i get used to the situation where
debating runs in my blood.

***

oh well, life's getting better.
at least i know the fact that i dun get
everything yang dimahukan.
and yes, i have the guts to send
that email just to put an end for me.
i just need to forget and live my life to
the fullest.
i pity my heart but then what can i do.
i am okay. i am fine.

oh u. thanks for the memories. the email sent
is the only way for me to tell what's inside.
may u live happily with the life u chose.
we're still friends after all.
i thought u'll wait but it seems u're not.
nevermind nevermind.
i'll keep those memories.
that's for sure.

***

i have my loyal gfs around and it's enough
for me, well at least for now that is.
thank you Allah.
not to forget i do have besties.
i appreciate for having them all.

i admit it hurts a lot but
i know there's always hikmah.
kerana saya ada Allah.
Allah knows best. enough said.

Didiey, i am not in dilemma mind you.
haha. sengal.

***

my classmates and i ada
class trip to ib. (girls)
Mahsuri. malam esokk.
:)
at least i have one concrete
reason to bergembira walaupun ada
titas dari pagi ke petang hari sabtu itu.
life's fair after all.

oh ya, since i dun get my Abah's permission
to go to uia this sunday,
i miss my chance of meeting my juniors and lil petbro F.
A tidak datang so i guess tidak datang pon tiada apa sangat.
haha.
tp the truth is i really wanna meet those kyds tp nk buat macamana.
Fiqss, i've passed your gudluck wish to the kyds.
:)

***

i have several aims in life.
may Allah ease me.
:)

nothing much to regret. in fact, i dun have
anything to regret.

21.4.09

random.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

nothing much to regret.
oh yes KT.
thank you.
:)

esok English,
ye, exam for sem I yang indah ni.
look at the bright side, at least dah kurang
satu beban untuk bulan 5 nnt.
wuhuu.
ohh english paper,
semoga tidak mencuakkan saya dan rakan-rakan.
:)

esok juga ada seminar apa ntah.
layan saja.
sila perasan diva.
KB, sila take note. haha.
:)

went to book fair with Adah,
my dearest sister.
together with my friends as well.
too bad Wann tidak boleh join.
she was in Pahang for orchestra.
Abang Sin?
haha. aku kerat jari kalau
beliau nk join.

sementara tunggu Abah dtg amek
Adah semula.
Adah stayed in my room kejap.
while i was sleeping, buka mata sket
boleh nampak dia tgh panjat kerusi nk tgk
her sister's stuff.
haha.
cute.
bukak kotak itu, kotak ini.
try tu, try ni.
haha.
cute gila.:)
she looks matured, but for me she's
still the manja sister of mine.
:)

basically i love my Saturday hari tu.
2 times mkn kat Q Bistro dengan
Abah, Ummi and Adah.
oh joy. :)
i just love mamak place weyh.
:)
and aku dah masukkan Q Bistro
dalam list lawatan muhibah dengan
bakal si dia in 4-5 years to come.
haha.
dream big!
sukati aku lah.
:)
bak kata Puan N Pkk,
waktu sekarang ni waktu mencari.
ok, jum!

ramai rakan yang dah bahagia
sekarang ini. congratulations dear friends.
:)
semoga terus berbahagia.
KB, pls dun leave me alone.
:)
Elley and Tong, i know u guys are still in the club,
let us have some fun while we still can, haha.
;)
Kawan and Didiey, diharapkan anda2 bukan dalam dilema.
haha!

to KT and KW,
AT sentiasa mendoakan yang terbaik.
jika sampai ke jinjang pelamin, AT turun Kedah and Kelantan
3 hari 3 malam.
:)
KT, tp kenduri yang lagi satu tu payah sket la
nk dtg.
haha!

i'm planning to go to Gombak
this Sunday.
to support my dearest juniors in
interschool debate comp
:)
boleh jumpa A, lil bro F, Nanie and Fizerk.
kesemua-semua yang dirindui.
a big yeay for that.
i hope i can go.
will ask Ummi about it first.
sigh.

td aku ada tanya soalan dekat
Eysamuden and Didiey,
"kalau aku ditakdirkan mati dalam
masa terdekat sbb kanser hati,
korang sedih x?"
haha. bnyk la jawapan sengal
yang timbul.
sangat random, tetiba nk tanya.
haha.

i love kfc trip with my dearest classmates.
semalam.
i had fun.
boleh jalan tgh panas sambil
dengar lagu "Haji" dan macam2 lagu
yang xdapat dikenalpasti sebab buruk sangat
suara penyanyi veteran.
haha!
at least i know ada juga jokers
yang boleh menceriakan petang hari.
i am glad for having u guys around.
:)

ok. selamat datang English dan seminar.
oh dan Titas, selamat ambil hari Sabtu yang
mulia.
KT dah plan nk bawak nescafe sebekas.
itu lawak.

oh Muet, semoga senang sahaja.
A sudah aim nk band 6 tu.
haha.
may Allah bless him.


exam sem I ku sayang,
sila berkelakuan sopan.
;)
jangan susah sangat English tu,
exam dah la pagi.
ngantuk pun x hilang lagi.
sila berjuang.
may Allah ease us all.
:)

15.4.09

i love Wednesday.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.


i love English period. i love Puan M punya masa berbual.
it's a mind opening discussion.
informal.
:)
i love MEC juga. walaupun mengantok dan pening. yang paling best,
sempat pulak dok membeli-belah kat kantin sebelum masuk lambat 20 minit
oh syabas.
cool classmates i have.
:)
i love to laugh.
and lawak pengemis muda cari credit card dalam
bag yang stylo (percuma beli mag) depan gerai makcik
jual goreng pisang itu
adalah lawak of the day.
i love my evening talk with kanda, KW, juga.
oh. fussy adalah word of the day.
huhu.

14.4.09

u know i can't swim but you're drowning.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

soal hati.
oh mmg certain people ada bnyk port lepak
dalam hati eh?
maksudnya boleh tempatkan lebih dari satu orang
orang yang special pada masa dan ketika yang sama.
mungkin?
tidak mustahil.
ohkayy ohkayy.


english.
exam, rabu hadapan.
u la la.
dulu masa sem 3, oral hari isnin,
hari rabu sebelum tu baru ckp.
sekarang pon btau lambat.
mmg lah xde beza or ape ke,
tp berdebar la weyh.
haish.


bila english paper punya date sudah
diketahui umum,
semua orang boleh jerit welcome
sama-sama kat gerko and titas.
selamat datang.


pkk : kanak2 berkeperluan khas.
u la la.
wajib cepat siap.
dah mls nk layan.
dah la mlm td scary gila perjalanan
ke library kesayangan, demi mencari
bahan pkk oh sayang.
hoih. gelap gila maktab ni.
library pulak xde orang.
pekerja sahaja.
weyh takut nk mampuss.
ok, Alhamdulillah selamat.
kalau x, mesti dah x wujud dah
kat kelas pkk Puan N pagi tadi,
oh walaupun lambat. hehe.


A masuk forum peringkat negeri todayy.
galak dok cerita ada peserta sekolah
mana ntah pakai blazer warna kuning
sambil nyanyi lagu Wonderpets.
adakah itu cute?
haish.
haha. lawak of the day.


classmates pulak extra sengal setiap
masa dan ketika.
haihh.
mmg mcm Astro, macam-macam ada.
haha!



oh disebalik semua ini,
mcm ada perkara sedang/telah/masih berlaku di persekitaran.
apa-apa lah.
aku dah x berapa interested nk ambil tahu.
eh silap, ambil tahu itu perlu tp
nk terlibat secara tegar itu tidak.
sepi sendiri pon belum berakhir.
haha.


oh anyway, i went to Endah Parade
semalam.
i had fun.
it's been a while since i last got Ummi's permission to go out,
so yeah, Ftherr, Dd, Din, Paan, Asyraf, Kawan, KT and I.
:)

PS, AnaGF, Shikin and Pahh pergi Mid,
confession of a shopaholic.
haha Haikal Haikal.
teruja.

KB and KW jaga kamanan blok B.
:)

ok, hidup mmg gembira sbb kita
sendiri boleh decide
untuk hidup gembira atau tidak.

Every once in a while people step up, they rise above themselves. Sometimes they surprise you, and sometimes they fall short. Life is funny sometimes, it can push pretty hard, but if you look close enough you find hope in the words of children, in the bars of a song and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you're lucky, and if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back. -OTH

it's ohkay if we're not the lucky person this time. next time perhaps.

i regret for giving my heart away. because the person i chose to give, gave his heart to other fella.

it hurts a lot and it's quite sad actually.
but then think again, it gives us more time
to discover lagi dan lagi, mungkin?

i'll be fine, i'll be fine.
oh i am fine.
:)

11.4.09

cherita hatii.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

seronok juga tidak pergi ke mana-mana di hari Sabtu yang ceria.
duduk depan lappy merah chantekk, dengan si merah dan si biru di tepi kiri,
bersama air horlicks panas 3 in 1 buatan sendiri.
seronok seronok.
ditambah pula dengan hiburan birthday wish
yang dirakam.
pengucap-pengucap terlibat : Kawan, PS, Farhan, Mzfr, Eysamuden.
thanks heaps.
walaupun sengal, haha.
mmg dah terbiasa dengan keadaan kawan-kawan sekeliling
mmg penghibur dan pelawak terkenal malaya.
:)

hati dengan riang juga sebentar lagi nk buat ISL Falsafah Sayang.
:)
ni betul betul nk buat.
xde mood nk tido dah.

through out this whole week,
bertungkus lumus siang malam siapkan PKK.
tokoh Falsafah, English presentation, KN presentation,
Math Edu Presentation, KN, MEC,
MEC Curriculum Specification, ISL English,
Essay segala.

ok mungkin nampak sket. woi banyak gila tuh.
haish. tido pukul 2.30 am, bangun semula at 6am.
6.30am sambung buat kerja semula.
great huh?
:)

ditambah pula dengan printer meroyan.
tu lagi best la kan.

tidak mengapa tidak mengapa.
asalkan semua telah dihantar.
diharapkan semuanya baik-baik sahaja
as i've tried my very best.
i went all out setiap kali
presentation cz for me, this is the last stage
setelah 2 bulan dok meroyan siapkan
coursework,
jadi mengapa x mahu all out?
berusaha dan berbakti :)

exam's coming. wuhuu.
pls welcum these 3 papers yang akan datang awal.
gerko, english and titas.
chup, titas pernah belajar ape2 ke kat class?
sigh.
i need to read and be prepared for the paper nnt.

td masa puan S punya class, for the first time ever
rase mcm tu adalah kelas Matematika.
haha.
sebelum ni rasa mcm kelas bahasa ibunda je.

ohoho. ohkayy, isl falsafah minta diselak dan dibuat tu hah.
:)




semoga Allah permudahkan urusanku dalam apa jua keadaan yang tepaksa kuhadapi.
:)
saya tahu saya selalu ada Allah saya. jadi mengapa perlu gusar? :')



19 19 19 :)

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

10th April : i shared my big day with my beloved Ummi.
Happy Birthday Ummi. :) oh ya,
i shared 10th April with Ipeyn juga, bdaymate bermula 2002 :)


thanks to those who called.

Halley from KTT Sepang.
Ipeyn Bdaymate from France.
Aapa from Shah Alam.
A from CH.
Onn from Gaya, Sabah.


thanks :)

thanks to those who made an entry in their blogs.
u guys know how much i appreciate the efforts.
thank you thank you.


to those who texted.
i appreciate it very much :)


to those who wrote a bday wish on my fb wall,
thanks thanks :)


thanks for the presents, oh brothers and sisters.
i love them all.
:)


Abah and Ummi came on Thursday and we had dinner at PH.
Mines.
Bought E63 sbb 7390 sudah berpaling tadah.
bday present, half of it.
i love my red hp, sangat.
:)


i wish for more happy moments in life.
i wish to cry less.laugh more.
eat moderately. spend wisely.

be a grateful daughter, a wonderful sister,
a good friend, a caring bestie,
an energetic student.

i hope to have more reasons to smile.

although i dun get the chance of going to
pavi with the gfs atau keluar bersama knights kat sunway
esok cz my Ummi asked me
to stay at the hostel, i am happy cz she's
still a caring best friend of mine. she still cares about her daughter
dan menelefon setiap hari, itu yang pasti.

xpe lah xdapat keluar. asalkan ibubapa masih percaya kepada anak-anak.
this is how they show their love. :)

yes, i still ask my Ummi's permission first sebelum keluar.
huhuhu.


ok, back to the story,
i hope i can slow down my volume masa gelak.
haha.
too much to ask for.

i want to live a happy life semestinya.
it's good to know that i am now a nineteen years old Ezzati.

i am grateful for everything i have.
thank you Allah.
:)

7.4.09

the music in me.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.



Abang S, 23. W, 17.
rinduuuu ahhh!

a beautiful mess.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

Mahsuriii.
Mahsurii.
yeayy.

:)

sumtyms we may think that life's not fair.
orang lain gembira bersuka ria tp kita hidup berduka.

tp sebenarnya kita ni sedang prepare menghadapi
kegembiraan berpanjangan, kelak.

moga-moga.

oh oh. laluna pandai nyanyi lagu sedih dan gembira kan?
haha.
terhiburrr.

i regret for giving my heart away.

chymara chymara.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

regret regret.
serabut, tp life must go on, i know.

Skemm's phonecall made my day.
thanks for calling.
kau dah inspire aku la dol.
u know what i mean.

i'll go for a phone from E Series.
Ezzati, E. N Series pon ok.
N, Nurul. :) haha.
bunguks.

kadang-kadang bila serabut, what u need is your
pillar of strength kan.
mine is them.
family family.
i miss everyone back home.
no kidding.

i thanked A for being so lawak.
at times i feel like crying,
dia dengan sengal akan dtg
buat lawakk.
thanks for being around.
glad we met 4 yrs ago.

dan sebenarnya, di sebalik keserabutan sedia ada ni,
ada sebab, yang menyebabkan semua ini terjadi :
sekalung tahniah buat kerja-kerja kursus yang tiba
dengan meriah, mcm nk pindah rumah.

oh anyway i dun mind for having classmates yang sengal
bising and etc because at least they give me reasons to laugh,
ok fine, dengan kuatnya, semestinya.
:)

walaupun kadang2 lecture Puan S mcm xseronok,
tp naseb baek ade reason utk pergi kelas :
sbb boleh dengar orang-orang gila buat lawak, bergaduh.

thank you Allah for the cheerful friends i have now.

hidup ibarat katil bercadar pink, satu bantal baru dibeli,
kalau bantal tu dah xmuat katil dan perlu dilemparkan keluar paksi,
katil masih lagi selesa.

hilang satu perkara dalam hidup won't change anything, ok fine, ubah sikit, sahaja.
what you need to do is to be strong.

:)

ok, pkk melambai mesra.

p/s : gfs, diharapkan baik-baik sahaja dengan tugasan-tugasan sedia ada. nnt bila-bila, boleh diskusi ramai-ramai lagi, rinduu.

4.4.09

<3

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.




<3
KB, KT and KW,
thank you thank you.
:)

3.4.09

Jumaat datang lagi.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

Pahhh Sayang, thanks for calling the other dayy.
miss you.
sayang always. :)

Skemmy Dollie sedang exam.
may Allah ease her.
:)

my dearest petbro, F
sdg tunggu jpa results.
may Allah bless him.
:)

dearest sisters, gfs, lifesavers : KB, KT, KW
thanks for the early bday pressie.
oh dan nyanyian tu skali.
u guys are super duper sweettttt.
:)

Anne called, smalam. berborak.
met Mustika kat velo td.
it's nice to get the chance of borak-borak dengan kawan lama.
berborak itu seronok, semestinya.
:)
both were my debatemates zaman dahulu kala.
rinduu.

life's great, assignments tu xpayah
nk kira skali pon xpe.
haha.
akan buat dengan laju sebentar lagi.
kalau printer meroyan sekali lagi,
dah boleh campak gaung sekali dengan 7390.
:)

girlfriends sekeliling ada yang sakit.
ZN dengan demam bagaii.
KT dengan sakit yang membuatkan muka
nampak mcm seorang mak, bak kata Abang kepada Didiey.
:) haha!
get well soon darls.

Ummi and Abah ada medical check up
kat hukm td.
tp xsempat singgah.
:(
xkesahlah. nnt boleh jumpa lagii.

PKK, Falsafah, English
sedang memanggil dengan kuat dan riang tu.

gerko dah selamat sampai kat SUG, walaupun
ada proses perlekatan di situ.
haha.

maths edu and knowing numbers
masih memanggil tp dah agak slow.




mari dengar lagu menarik atau tgk gambar Leha yang cute sambil taip
kerja bagi matapelajaran Falsafah!
:)

1.4.09

tujuh tiga sembilan sifar. :(

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

my beloved 7390 mcm nk pergi tidak mahu kembali lagi.
i dun need a new one, i just need 7390 sembuh kembali.
sayang sangat.
tp bila dah geram, rasa nk campak lombong pon ada.


Ummi kata nnt hantar baiki dulu.
ohhkayy.
7390 sangat banyak memories dan berjasa pulak tu, sangat-sangat.
kalau nk tukar pon, nnt nnt lah kot.
masih sayang.


Abah and Ummi hairan kenapa aku selalu keluar lately ni.
sabtu tesco, selasa jj, today mines.
they reminded me utk tidak keluar lagi.
padahal semuanya dekat saja.
sigh.
baru nk tgk talentime yang diwar-warkan menarikk.
mcm nk tgk.
tp sekarang, tidak lah kot.
:(


kerja banyak berganda, syabas.


i called Skemmy Dolly, semalam.
it feels nice to know your bestie is fine.
:)


td Ummi pesan kalau tension, tak perlu keluar berseronok.
terasa.
huuuuuuu.

kena sambung buat kerja ni, oh walaupun tiada mood.
sungguh tiada.

there's something yg mengganggu kehidupan,
selain hp lipat tutupku sayang yang telah sakitt tenatt tu. haish.
umm, i am sensitive, too sensitive.
apa hal?
tak perlu tak perlu.