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26.5.09

updates.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.
1. exam's over :) Alhamdulillah. tawakal. i had fun studying with the gfs and sengal classmates. let's pray for the best. next sem kita perlu belajar awal-awal sket, sbb Dd kanak-kanak lembam, Father autism. haha! kidding.
2. i went to kfc with KB td. kfc kfc :)
3. realized bahawa betapa masa muda-muda dulu, pantang abes paper, sure berderu-meru keluar pegi mana-mana.
sekarang langsung tak. melepak bilik gfs paling best. nnt cuti mesti rinduu. wuu.
4. pergi ppm this fridayy. yeay :) ramai turun! :)) finally boleh tgk the kids in actionn :) dan jumpa kawan-kawan lama. :))
5. nasi lemak date with ZN esok pagi. :) craving for nasi lemak and luckily ZN came out with the idea of having a breakfast dekat depan sekolah Syafikul. oh yeah. what a good start oh nasi lemakk. :)
6. velo trip with gfs esok malam sebelum melangkah pulang. :) :) by spending some precious time with them walaupun kat velo je pun sebenarnya boleh membuatkan hati riang tak terhingga. :)
7. Adah texted smalam to remind me "Kak ti, cuti nnt kena keluar dua kali tau sekali dengan kak ni. Adah nk tgk Hannah Montana. Kak ni nk tgk syurga cinta". :) Kak Ni is Wann anyway. looking forward to bring the two kids and to have a sisters' date together with them.
8. since B210 is no longer my room for next sem, i need to kemas segalanya. wuhuhu. B003, here i come. nnt jauh dengan KW, KT, KB. sama jauh dengan Elley dan agak dekat dengan Ana. Gha tercampak level cantikk. wuhuu. that's life huh? bukannya apa yang pernah dapat tu akan kekal.
9. sejak incident keluar awal satu jam (read : 4.10 pm) masa exam pkk hari tu, R reminded me not to jadi heroin lagi for Maths papers. haha.
10. it's been a while since i last met Abang. dijamin Abang akan marah kalau tau aku still fikir pasal things yang tak perlu. Abang is so sengal but sometimes apa yang dia kata banyak makna and he can even make me cry thinking how much i've spent my precious time fikir perkara mengarut.
11. oh basically, i love the fact that exam's over and oh ya, a big hi to hols. looking forward for more quality time with the family, besties, lompatmates. i miss bangi. i'd love to have a heart to heart talk with Abang this hols. there are a few things that need to be settled before it's too late.
12. sedih kena pindah bilik and i keep on remembering all the memories through out my 3 sems here. wuu. dah 3 semesters berdebar setiap kali ada exam di pagi hari. and after this, i'll sambung berdebar but not on the same bed as before. :(
13. dah terbiasa duduk level dua lah. yeah, it's a big deal utk tukar bilik, seriously. sedih. tp xpelah. i'll get used to it. my roomie and i dua-dua pon tough. cheh.
14. my gfs and i tidak kemana-mana tp bila duduk sama-sama td kat bilik Elley berapa lama ntah td sampai ngantuk, rasa gembira bermain tu menenangkan hati :) seronok! especially bila ingat lawak Puan K masa kelas Maths II dulu. haha!
15. i love the fact yang Ummi and Abah selalu ada bila termengidam mamak. Q Bistroo :) i love saturday mornings especially when Ummi and Abah nk buat surprise dengan datang tanpa beritahu dulu:)
i had fun these past few weeks. i'm grateful for everything.
:)
thank you Allah the Almighty
:))

23.5.09

:)

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.


I love Thursday. :) i love Thursdayyy :))
it's good to have your so-called-enemy as a visitor. Haha.

He made my day. I enjoyed the time spent very much. ;)

2 papers to go. Wuhuu.

16.5.09

right here, right now.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

it's so comforting to have a caring bestie with bekalan lawak sengal yang tak pernah putus, sentiasa.

"selamat hari guru cg tee" 02:15:35

A jarang sangat nk buat aku tak gelak baca msg2 sengal.
what's with the TEE anyway? he can actually spell TI instead of ada tambah EE tu.

itu namanya aku ada bestie sengal. :)

kotak motak, masih.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

i texted Dd Sengal just now, asking him about pkk.
dia dah baca sampai second last chapter.
omg.
i shud have start earlier, but what to do.
but it;s never too late.
i shud strat reading those interesting facts noww.
[edited : Dd kata dia baru baca chapter itu sahaja, haish, dasar sengal, sampai tua pon sengal]
hahahaha!

Muss called tadi asking whether nak pergi Cyberjaya
to support the kids for PPM or not.
Abah, pls allow me this time.
since Cyberjaya is not too far from Bangi,
i hope he'll give me the permission.
it has been so long since i last met my debatemates.
and debate tournaments (uia,ppm) adalah tempat paling
senang berkumpul.
my batch's basketballers pon nk turun.
a big yeay for that. :)

cant wait for holidays. i want to see the kids in action.
:)
oh, but i know there are 4 papers to go
before the happy moments come.
ohh i cant wait.

a few friends wished selamat hari guru.
ohh thank you very much.
:)
i'm not a teacher yet but at least, i've been for sbe once,
so do consider me as future teacher, will you?
haha.

terdengar Abang tgh vacuum living room di bawah sana.
haha. Abang is one unpredictable brother.
tiba-tiba rajen!
ni mesti ada hidden agenda.
haha.

i'm in my bedroom ryte now. :)
on my bed.
oh this feeling is just so nice.
although shits happened here and there,
but this feeling calms me like no other.
:)

i've been thinking too much lately
which is so not good for myself.
ianya mendatangkan muram.

i'm only 19, i shud live my life to the fullest.
so why bother on unimportant matters?
Ezzati Ezzati, exam's coming darling.
sila belajar.

ok, pkk. back to you.


15.5.09

tik tik tik, waktu berdetikk.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

1. good bye B210, hello B003. :(
2. pkk is on thursday. but i havent read a thingg. wuhuu.
3. i want kfc. but Ummi doesnt allow me to keluar, langsung. :(
4. nk balek, but i have end-sem block party so yeah, balik lambat. luckily, Abah is so understanding.

"beritahu je pukul berapa habis, nnt Abah ambil"
"kalau habis pukul 11?"
"that's fine. nnt Abah amek"
"oh ok"
:)
5. homesickk. lenguh kaki. terlupa mkn gamogen dah 3 hari dah kot. bangun lambat. setiap pagi kepoh. i hate the fact kelas still on walaupun next week dah start exam. huhu.
6. apabila rasa nk mengamuk semakin ada. itu tandanya pms.
7. td baca inbox handphone KB ;) ehem ehem. mcm nk tinggalkan aku sorang terkapai-kapai je. haha!
8. dah nk zuhur, sembahyang tiang agama.
bye.
In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

nk balik laaaaaa.

13.5.09

Adinda Kanada Sana.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.





Adinda Sap came all the way from Canada to save my day, dengan lawak sengal. sila pulang Malaysia cepatt.

5th June. oh i cant wait. lwn bowling jom.




sap.gedik (13/5/2009 11:31:23 PM): p/s: kanda jgn kawen dulu! tgu dinda abes blaja~

ezzati! (13/5/2009 11:31:43 PM): haha. ok set.




well well well, kids nowadays. aku nk sepersalinan kalau kau langkah bendull.

;P

12.5.09

Stripes and I :)

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.



i love stripes and i always do. thanks Kak Ja.
:)

random post.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

i've had enough lah pasal phone menggedik ni.
my E63 dah ada virus.
kena beli anti virus for mobile phone lah
nampak gayanya.
wuhuhuhu.
Abah! sila belanja :)

dah mintak tolong Ummi cari kotak.
nk start pack barang.
agak banyak.
miss R bising gila kata B210
mcm ada anak 5.
sukati dia je.

falsafah yang banyak perlu dibaca
telah agak dibaca tp haish
possibility utk lupa mmg setebal isl Gerko.
tp ape2 hal kena baca dan fahamkan dulu.

PKK satu hal. Erik Erikson segala.
i love kids tp nk ingat semua, mmg
agak bersindrom lupa sket lah.

May Allah Bless Us All.
:)

kepada kawan-kawan, selamat berhempas pulas.

panas sangat la sekarang.
ni baru lepas hujan, nyaman
lah sket kot kalau duduk tepi blok
menghala ke tempat bas tu.

tp rimas gila kalau keluar bilik nk amek wudhu
tiba-tiba ada pakcik-pakcik bas bawah tu
stare mcm xtau plak ni blok Budi.
bunguks ahh.
berapa banyak kali la kena terlanggar pintu sebab
nk lari from pakcik-pakcik.
weyy, pegi lepak tempat lain boleh x.
rimasss.
xkan aku kena buat langsir tepi bilik kot.

dengan pekerja-pekerja construction belakang
ni yang tak pernah kenal erti penat,
siang malam dok bekerja.
nk tgk pemandangan petang tepi blok pon susah.
kalau ada award pekerja harapan, aku nk calonkan
korang si para pekerja.

takziah kepada KB.
Allah knows best.
semoga bertabah.
nk buat camne, ye x.
aku yang berdebar lebih.
dia cool je.
KB mmg KB.

Didiey, sila berhati-hati.
berdebar jugak aku bila dengar kejadian kau
tu. haihh. aku bukan sedih pon kalau ada apa2 jadi kat kau,
tp nnt SS and KS xde presiden ah plak kan.
hahaha! kidding.
Alhamdulillah kau baik-baik sahaja.

sangat banyak benda happened these past few days.

no matter how the world treats you, you live for yourself.
:)

thanks Didiey and Eysamuden for the great motivational discussion td.
even though hanya sekejap sahaja.
but i do appreciate the time spent.
kecewa mmg ada but i need to live my life to fullest kan.
oh yes i will.

ST12 punya lagu mcm merepek tp bila boring,
best pulakkk. ;)

9.5.09

Kasih Abang.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.


baru pulang from pwtc dan bnyk la things happened.
haha. nk gelak pon ada.
E63, now boleh nampak kan how much i love you.
wuhuu.
:)

i'm waiting for my Abang Sin to come ni.
:)

i texted Abang Sin just now asking him whether
boleh datang Chrs bawak pergi Mid tak.
he said yes. but the condition is i need to blanje the
sandal yang i wanted to buy, supaya balik from mid, we both
ada sandal.

huish. errr..nk berkira pon buat apa.
Abang Sin is the only abang i have in this sticky world
so i agreed.
dah la dia dok buat ayat
"takkanlah untuk abang sendiri pon xnak bagi.
setakat sandal satu, jgnla berkira".

haha. gila sedih ayat.
oh yes, i'm very excited to have a date with Abang anyway.

sebelum mana-mana adik beradik melangkah maju ke jinjang pelamin
and dah payah nk ajak keluar teman pegi mana-mana,
baiklah spend time bersama sekarang.
:)

Abang and i adalah kawan baik before Wann and Adah membesar.
tp sejak Abang dah besar dan merasakan kalau bawak adek perempuan
keluar adalah tidak cool, jd sudah renggang.
lagi pon dulu i prefer to keluar dengan 2 lagi adek perempuan.

but now, Alhamdulillah, we are quite close to each other.
i'm happy to know
that i have one big brother yang boleh la juga diharapkan.
he might not so perfect as others' brothers but for me,
i always pray so that one day, he'll change for the better.

i'm grateful for having Abang in life. he means a lot.
he's my guardian angel forever.
( but in few years time, i'll definitely have more than one
guardian angel =P ) haha

8.5.09

because Allah knows better. :)

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

oh because Allah is the best planner so why must i feel sad.
things happened for reasons, that's for sure.

what past is past.
and i dun think it's good for me
to give some spaces for myself in
recalling every single thing happened
in the past.

to forget is the best solution i can think of right now.
sudah-sudahlah Ezzati.

eeeeee. benci diri sendiri.
apahal gedik tiba-tiba nk sensitive.
sangat lemah.

nasib baik ada Allah untuk merintih
:')
Alhamdulillah.
rintihan atas segala kesilapan yang
pernah dilakukan, kekhilafan,
terlampau batasan yang pernah dengan
jahilnya dilakukan, Allah Maha Mendengar.
terasa tenang.

tp kadangkala bila ada pihak-pihak
yang secara tak sengaja
membangkitkan isu-isu sensitif,
hati terasa lemah dan tiba-tiba sedih.

tp tak mengapa, tak boleh dimanjakan
sangat perasaan ini.
nnt menggedik sampai tua.
perlu tough sikit.


i just have to accept the fact-
in life, things changed, mmg berubah dan tidak boleh dinafikan.
the differences is just kadang-kadang orang/benda itu
berubah ke jalan positif atau negatif.
itu sahaja.


baru tersedar betapa bermaknanya
nickelback's gotta be somebody.
:)

7.5.09

Girlfriends reunited :)

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.


we may not be as close as what we used to be masa zaman dulu-dulu tu,
but deep inside me, i still appreciate all of you in my life. i miss those days.
although we are miles apart (cheh. haha) , u guys are still close to the heart.
:)

Shafawati. Ezzati. Fazliana. Nadira. Syamimi. Farhani

(MEC class, Maths I&2, 11.30am, Wednesday, Block D)

friends eternally.

:)

6.5.09

Nurul Iffah, Ezadd misses you.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.



NoePahh Sayang. Rindu la. remember aku pernah berhasrat nk culik kau di Subang sana? :( haish. i dun think i'll have enough time (sebelum kau melangkah ke negara lain) utk ada lesen kereta dan drive pula tu to do so. huhu.

kesimpulannya, rinduuu. nk borak x ingat dunia (dan u know we have this one issue yang tak pernah sudah utk disembangkan) and bergelak ketawa bersama. rinduu. :(

Pahh, mungkin tak munasabah tp kan i still hesitate to contact you even to say hi. haha! call me gedik or anything tp mmg. huhu. takut kacau kau sbb mungkin kau busy :(

all the best in everything you do fav gf. :) may u be blessed. my prayers will always be with you, InsyaAllah.


xoxo, ezadd.

5.5.09

5th May.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

baru pulang from block d.
visited ZN with my dearest KT.
KT, thanks for the company.


spent 1 1/2 hours in the evening.
1 hour lagi td.
told you i am a good friend.
i visited her twice ohkayy!

:)

may she be blessed.
she's a bit childish but deep down inside her,
i know she's been thinking too much
about this and that.
she's a tough cookie, i knoww.
oh she'll survive.

that's the least i can do
as i dunno how to treat
orang2 demam nih.
haha.
so i guess by visiting, cari cool
fever, beli sweets sebemban,
beli air isotonik, callkan makcik pizza
sudah memadai.


:)

oh plus, perjalanan from level 2 block b to level 1 block d
bukan mudah.
banyak tangga!
terburn callories weyh.
huhu.


***


well, when i have something to do
such as jalan sana-sini, visit and sembang with people
di sekeliling,
i'll definitely feel better.
thanks to KW for the company ptg td.
had sangat lambat punya lunch.
baru plan nk dok meroyan (turun solo),
KW came and rescue me.
:)


i just need sisters around.
oh that sounds childish.
haha!

i have too many sisters here and i'm grateful for that.
oh yes, really.
:)


***


oh kesimpulannya, i need to live my life to the fullest.
biarlah dok serabut Falsafah xbaca sepatah dua kata
pon. dengan PKK lagi.

Knowing Numbers dan MEC tercinta x sentuh lagi.
oh hari-hari belajar akn bermula.
hmm.

***

i hope Abang Sin bersetuju hantar
pegi Gombak lepas dia abes exam nnt.
nk jumpa Skemm!
i just too scared to take lrt from Cheras to
Gombakk. ;)

told you i'll be here forever.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.


Allah bagi ujian supaya kita muhasabah kembali
apa yang pernah dilakukan.

Allah beri akal untuk kita menilai
sejauh mana kesalahan kita yang dahulu
tu kita ambil iktibar untuk meneruskan kehidupan.

Allah beri kita akal untuk guide hati supaya apa
sahaja keputusan yang dilakukan,
dibuat dengan rasional.

Allah bagi kita akal fikiran untuk kita gunakan
dalam apa jua tindakan yang ingin diambil.


hakikatnya walaupun aku ada akal,
aku selalu je mcm tak make full use of it
di kala membuat keputusan yang memerlukan
akal ini digunakan.
apalah Ezzati ni.

i guess there's something wrong
somewhere in me. sigh


kadang2 rasa mcm susah kalau ada
banyak sangat benda terbuku dalam hati.
rasa sebak tiba-tiba pon ada.
sepatutnya xperlu mcm tu.
rasa lemah gila.



fly me to Gombak, i need my Skemmy Dollie.
i just miss her.
it's been a while since we last met.
she's a strong girl i must say.
how i wish to have the same strength she had.

fly me to CH.
i need A's silly jokes, educated jokes.
segalanya.

i need to shop and buy something that satisfies me.
xtau la. i want C sandal. :) rasa mcm sedang emo dan meroyan.
well, Ezzati ialah Ezzati semestinya.

i think i have to accept Abah's offer utk bawak Ummi, Adah and I
jalan2 cari batik stripes kat Terengganu this saturday.
i need more time with the family mungkin.

or else, i'll be in pwtc this saturday (jika jadi) and jika tidak
pon, B210 selalu ada. katil berbedsheet pink semestinya.

gfs mungkin ada agenda this hujung minggu. :) have fun girls.




sesungguhnya dengan mengingati Allah, hati akan menjadi tenang.
:')


My KakSesma Turns 21. :)

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.




Zatie Kak Sesma. Happy 21st birthday.
have a blast celebrating your 21st year of living.
:)
may all your dreams come true.
walaupun ada kalanya, aku berharap nama kita tidak sama tapi aku perlu akur
kau terlebih dahulu dilahirkan dan diberi nama itu. haha!
so, i have to bear with the fact that sometimes akan terjadinya terperasan dipanggil.
pls note that kita tinggal di Blok Budi yang sama. hehe.
:)
with the same name meaning : cahaya kemuliaanku,
i wish you the very best of luck in life.
may u be blessed sisterr!

2.5.09

KS, SS and Us.

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious Most Merciful.






presenting my kelab sembang. yeah, besides SS,
kelab sembang is one special club among us. haha!
we're happy to gather, talk, laugh dan buat perkara-perkara sengal.
you know, after habis class, we prefer to duduk2 kejap at cafe
and minum2 sket. sembang, sembang, gelak, gelak, create lawak, dengar lawak.
rasa untuk duduk melepak comes naturally.
haha!
Kelab Sembang (KS) juga telah banyak menerima sponsor
dari pelbagai pihak sepanjang penubuhan.
as usual, Didiey adalah si Presiden.
:)
life's great with segerombolan wonderful people around.
i still hope Kawan and Didiey boleh duduk dalam
next sem.
Dr T and En HT merepek gila.
dun take our KS/SS members away.
nnt kegembiraan berkurang pula.
no matter what happens, u guys are still the KS/SS members
yang sentiasa diingati. may Allah ease both of you.
i still hope (sangat.) Kawan and Didiey masih boleh bernaung
di bawah lembayung blok A, walaupun blok A xpernah menang
blok tercantik. hehe.

It's just like everything that matters when you are here.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

i watched Sepi and i cried like there's no tomorrow.
i woke up in the morning. bad flue, mata sepet gila.

Ummi asked why i looked very sad and mcm pelik
sbb selsema sampai ptg.
i answered "Atie tgk Sepi yang Khabir Bhatia punya movie tu".
segan.
haha.
girls tend to put themselves in the characters' shoes.
haha.
:)
haih. macamana la xsedih mcm orang gila.

it's good to be home.
it's good to see Ummi is recovering from her allergy.
it's good to see Abah, being energetic as always after those treatments.
it's good to see Wann and watch tv together, sambil sorak for Tomok umpama jiran sblh rumah tak wujud.
it's good to bergaduh dengan Adah, berebut remote, mengelat basuh pinggan.
it's good to hear suara Abang Sin gelabah sbb ada surat saman si WMW di rumah.
haha!
:)

glad Tomok won OIAM season 3. horayy. :)
Wann, Adah and I voted for him.
haha.
saja suka-suka.
sbb Tomok dah x sengau.
:)
Shah Indrawan Oh.

thanks to KW and Elley for helping me to buy one
kain batik pasang for my Ummi's birthday.
she's so into batik and i hope she'll be happy
to receive the batik.
:)
i just love to see her happy with her baju kurungs.
that answers why i love to accompany her
bila dia nk beli baju bagai.

:)


today's 2nd of May. Abg Acap's 22nd birthday. may he be blessed.
he's such a good big brother!

1.5.09

If I lost my way you'd carry me home.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.



an evening walk around maktab can actually calmed my heart.
having the gfs around as company sepanjang ptg,
menghabiskan masa main kat tiang bendera.


it never fails to put a smile on my face.
same goes to the other three, i bet.
:)


i'm grateful for having u guys as gfs, sisters and lifesavers.
at least i know that i have something to look forward to,
di kala petang yang boring.
:)
kadangkala kita rasa sepi sbb mungkin apa yang orang lain ada, kita pula sebaliknya.
namun, daripada melayan sepi itu sampai tua, baiklah bergembira dengan orang-orang
yang ada di depan mata, yang lebih memahami dan mmg sentiasa ada untuk kita.
i always thought that i am alone and i have nobody to talk to and you know, such emotional stuff.
it seems that i am wrong because the truth is i have great people around, and what i have to do is
to appreciate their presence in my life.
i may not get what i badly want, but i have everything that i need, InsyaAllah.
they complete me.

when the sun shines, we'll shine together.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.



the classmates.

3 papers berakhir sudah.

another 4 papers bakal menjelma dan

melambaikan tangan dengan senyum riang.

study partners sekalian, we rock cafe and student cntr big time dan berhempas pulas utk uak hari tu.

:)

remember what we did in sem III? i miss maen kapal kat longkang waktu hujan.

but i hate the part when some of you took my phone and read my recent msg that time.

old time memories i must say.

i thank Allah for everything.

From Cameron To Bangi.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.



a souvenir from India, bought in 2006.
mini taj mahal, a symbol of a wonderful friendship.
2005 till eternity.


thank you Bestie.
:)


although there were many obstacles suspended you way
in delivering this, finally it's in bangi already.
i appreciate it very much.
friends eternally.
:)