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30.8.09

Tell Me Why.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.
suddenly i feel like going back to beloved Cheras tomorrow. well, sepatutnya Isnin. awal sehari. hehe. since Elley terbeli ticket awal balek KL from Kelantan, so aku plan nk tunjuk heroin as i'll be her lifesaver and accompany her on Ahad while waiting for others to come back.
that's the reason why i need to settle kemas barang dalam bilik, print kerja supaya tak serabut dan siapkan a few things before blah to Cheras. spent some time td duduk lepak dengan Wann and Adah dalam bilik sambil dengar lagu. oh, this is very sad. i need to go back sbb nk settlekan kerja but at the same time i feel like duduk rumah sambil gaduh, main, bising dengan Abang, Wann and Adah.
but to think back about this matter, dah la duduk sekangkang anak kera from mktb and balek almost every week. (dulu mcm dah nmpk tough sbb jarang balek, tp semakin tua, semakin gedik nk lepak rumah during weekends) so obviously i will be seing them again and again, so no worries, Ezadd.
lagi pon Ummi and Abah sangat rajin datang visit on Saturdays so i guess xpelah pulang awal sehari. i will sahur sendiri esok, ok, itu agak sedih tp xpelah. budget cam orang perantauan sebentar. :)
so yeah, sebenarnya xde ape pon tp seriously i feel like crying bila dah ckp kat Abah - "Atie nk balek esok, ok?". haha. tu gedik namanya.
balek je lah sbb after all, dah lama sangat terumbang ambing kat rumah and tak siapkan beberapa kerja lagi, dah la agak slow nk buat sorting. haha. lucky me Elley balek awal, at least, xdelah hidup umpama lalang lagi esp when it comes to completing coursework yang melimpah ruah tu. chewahh, ayattt. haha.
so yeah, Cheras Bumi Bertuah, see you esok. :)

27.8.09

Halley and India.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

my faithful beddie 05, Zati Halley berangkat ke India semalam.


lucky me, Mlat who is my loyal Kajangmate belum pulang ke Perancis lagi. jadi, dia lah yang drive from Bangi to KLIA. i had fun duduk dalam kereta and berdiskusi hati ke hati dengan Mlat.

Mlat and i berbuka sekali dengan family Halley. and i can see that Halley and her mom mcm twins! rasa sedih gila tgk Halley blah. finally, my beddie si future doctor berangkat ke India after 2 years at KTT. i am very happy for Halley. :)

Nuyerq paling active. Moffat busy dengan her KTT friends, ramai yg datang. siap ada SA nk amek gamba la, mcm2. haha. it's good to see your batchmates weyh, setelah sekian lama pulak tu. nk jumpa semua orang!

take care Halley. may India treats you well. i asked Halley what she brought to India. she answered "ikan bilis and belacan". well, my beddie 05 akan jadi chef yg handal tak lama lagi. :)

Halley kata dia bawak milo 3 in 1 juga. i missed Kenanga 2005, we used to have iced milo made by the juniors on weekends after jogging. using my jug, milo Minn Aleefa or Halley, plus susu pekat cap teko Halley.

bila dah ingat pasal milo, sah2 la ingat jugak pasal malam-malam stay up for ppm punya bulletin, pinjam handphone tukar sim, call sana call sini, borak, gossip segala. oh i missed those days, beddie!

all the best in India, darl. jgn keding sgt, angkat bag pon tak larat nnt ;)

Zati Halwani, your name will always be part of mine. same goes to our friendship. 2002 until eternity. :)

25.8.09

now let me show you the shape of my heart.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

where? Sek Keb Sri Subang Jaya.
when? last week. 5 days of school.
with? Nemo, Dira and Moll.
i had so much fun during my one week stay at Subang. :) my SBE was not that bad.
boring is a yes but then, i enjoyed Dira's primary school very much.



:)
i can see myself as a teacher in next 3 years time but i guess i need to be prepared staring from now.
primary students, people. oh!
it is very challenging. yes it is.

22.8.09

Welcoming Ramadhan Al-Mubarak. <3

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

welcome Ramadhan, welcome.
my Ummi told me that i was born on 15th Ramadhan.
:)
after 19 years of living, finally i am very sure that
i was born in this month of barakah.
:) :)
Ummi lambat bagi tau and aku pon tak discover.
how ignorant i am. huhu.
Happy Fasting Month to all.
it's good to know that this year's Ramadhan ada masa seminggu straight
utk bersahur kat rumah sendiri, bukannya cafe di depan Blok Budi.
:)
dan pergi tarawikh sekeluarga kat Masjid Hasanah.
complete set, wuhuu.
tiba-tiba teringat program bertadarus masa darjah 5 and 6 dahulu kala,
tidak dilupa, masa form 3 and 4 kat surau An-Nur.
:)
AHLAN WASAHLAN OH RAMADHAN. :)

21.8.09

after two years ; Onn and Aza. :)

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

after 2 years plus plus,
:)
my girls with their pink bags. haha


after dapat tau Onn ada kat ESSET,
aku pon plan nk pergi jumpa since i was doing
nothing at home and it's been ages since i last met her,
so i decided to visit.
Abah pon nk tolong hantar, so apa lagi. :)

masa call before pergi situ, Onn kata Aza pon ada,
greatt! :)

i brought lunch for them. no, i didnt cook.
haha.
it's good to know they're still the same Onn
and Aza, tak berubah. :)
sengal, buat lawak mcm org gila dan bising.
:)

they have briefing before fly.
oh u guys wajib send me postcards nnt. :)

sangat gembira. got the precious chance
of meeting Aza's boyfie yang segan eh penyegan dan
malu-malu.
yes, Aza aka Galak yang gegaya kurang
keperempuanan (read : kesopanan dan kesusilaan)
di zaman hingusan sekolah menengah dahulu kala,
sekarang dah ada boyfie.
haha.

Onn, kita kalah nampaknya.
haha.

selamat berangkat ke negara
orang, kalian berdua.
gonna miss u guys. :(
i'm happy for both of you.

Onn, i know your name Onee but
i love Onn more.

:)

i love meeting my tkc batchmates.
hari tu Musseyh.
lepas tu Ipeyn and Mlat.
looking forward for more dates.
mahu jumpa semua.
nk jejak kasih.
haha.

15.8.09

Things Changed.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

i have my fav toilet at Block Budi.
dulu, that 4th toilet.
sekarang last toilet.

fav shower?
yes, i have. last shower, ground floor,
block Budi.
tak pernah berubah.

fav sandals?
that 2 pairs of crocs malindi.
i love that red skechers
of mine too.
dulu crocodile.

fav slipper?
that pinky nike slipper.
i bought a few other slippers,
but nothing beats that pinky slipper.
sekarang dah tak pakai semata-mata
taknak rosakkan.

fav handphone?
i love my Lamore sangat,
but now i love my E63 more.

fav guy?
i dun have any dah.
eh chup, entahlah.
tp i once have one. enough said.




can't u see, our fav things atau perkara-perkara
lain selalunya berubah, kebanyakannya berubah.

kadang-kadang we dont expect things to change.
but then, in reality, things do change.

dan kadangkala bila dah ada or jumpa or memiliki
apa yang kita suka, kita seolah-olah dah
letak satu titik akhir dan mengatakan kepada diri sendiri
yang itulah yang terbaik.

tp tidak sebenarnya.

perjalanan masih jauh, kita akan nampak apa
yang pincang. apa yang baik.
ya, di sebalik perubahan yang berlaku tu.

selalunya, kita bencikan perubahan, kita kecewa dengan
apa yang berubah.

it hurts big time. kan? sbb we dun get what we want in life.

but to think of it, now i realized that Allah knows best. everyone knows that.
tp untuk terima kenyataan, itu yang payah
there's always hikmah di sebalik perubahan yang berlaku.

kadangkala apa yang datang kemudian, mungkin lebih baik.
dan mungkin kita akan kemudiannya memilih yang lama kerana
setelah lama berjalan dan mencari apa yang terbaik,
baru kita sedar apa yang lebih bagus dan bermutu.

ok, done.


i shud concentrate on Ayat-ayat Cinta. TV3. bak kata KB, aku kan Duta TV3. haha.
i dun have much time to blog but then i feel that i need to write what's in my mind.


I don't know what I want.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

berhari Jumaat dan Sabtu di rumah adalah best.
tp Atok and Opah ada,
so, susah sikit la nk tgk siaran selain channel 101.
warga emas mmg suka gila RTM eh?
haha.
naseb baik aku x ikut keluar for dinner atas alasan sakit perut,
padahal nk tgh Nur Kasih tanpa gangguan. :)

2 ekor cousins kecil datang from JB.
Ika and B. Zulaikha dipanggil Ika.
Batrisya dipanggil B. simple and cute.
:)

diorang excited sebab nk ambil gambar
dengan Ummi pakai jubah konvo.
cute sangat.
my Ummi is their favourite auntie.

***

talk about Ummi, Ummi is my mom slash bestfriend but
sometimes,
we do argue about certain things.
benci la.
both of us are talkative and normally,
tak sefahaman.
i make a good friend with Abah most of the time.
bacause Abah listens. enough said.

***

i love July and August.
met those i missed.
will post about that.

because for now, i need to kemas bag,
berangkat ke rumah Dira esok hari for SBE.
teringat first SBE kat rumah Tong,
my fav student was Azhar.
:)
may Subang treats me well this time.

tp dulu rasa excited gila nk pergi sekolah,
nk jumpa budak-budak sekolah.
siap hantar dobi 5 helai baju kurung tu,
supaya lebih bersedia.

yang peliknya sem ni mcm takk.
maybe lepas jumpa Gha and Nemo esok
baru kobar kot.
Hopefully.

alamak, takut kucing Gha!

***

i hate myself for being so weak.
i should have accepted the fact
where i'm not in the run, no here means no.
i shudnt give a damn about it pon anyway.


i need to bertabah coz PMS buat aku sangat sensitive
and rasa nk nangess seharian.


believe it or not, i've been trying so hard
to forget my past time.
i am taking my own sweet time to jalani
kehidupan yang gembira di hari muka.

13.8.09

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.




sometimes only you yourself know how to put a smile on your own face.
:)
bak kata orang, to be happy is your choice.
and i choose to be happy.
although sometimes it isnt easy to mantain the happiness in me...
at least, i've tried my best.

12.8.09

of Kerja dan Pening Kepala.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

Decision Maths dah siap bind petang td.
KT, thanks for being a very nice partner.
sangat cool partner i must say.
remember maths 1 sem 3 ppismp?
maths edu sem 1 pismp?
and now, decision maths for sem 2 pismp.
cool, berganda-ganda.
dari Inclinometer Putrajaya, Masjid Negara dan Agro Bank
depan Dataran Merdeka sampailah ke Solver.
:)

Elley, si partner tersetia during my foudation semesters,
too bad you're not around anymore. :(

ok, bye bye kepada Decision Maths Task 1.
wlcm DM for SBE and lain-lain coursework.

Geometry - KB, KT, Dd, Eysamuden.
Literasi Bahasa- Dd, Eysamuden, KW, Muzafar.
English - Eysamuden.
Numerical Literacy - KB, KT, KW.
Murid dan Alam Belajar- Eysamuden, Pahh, KB, Asyraf.

boleh nmpk tak Eysamuden adalah teammate terbanyak kali
semester ini?
haha.
Eysamuden, diharapkan kau takk muakkkk.
haha! no worries. aku sudi je.
takot kau la yang tak sudii. hehe.

KB- teammate perempuan terbanyak kali.
haha.

we'll do great, people! InsyaAllah.
:)

Been here all along, so why can't you see?

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

sometimes, ada masa yang rasa
mcm serabut gila.
bnyk kerja, tambah lagi kerja-kerja lain yang nak
kena handle.
itu ini.

at times like this,
sometimes i wish to have
that particular someone around.
to inspire me.

i wish to tell him/her what's inside me
and i hope for him/her to listen.
yes, just listen.

at times when i feel like crying,
i hope for that someone to at least be there
for me,
just to accompany.
bring some tissues and pegangkan
minyak angin.
as simple as that.

bila rasa nk jerit mcm org gila,
i want someone to be there and
ask me not to shout.
i just need that kind of person.
who knows how to read me,
to see my true colours.

bila tiba masa meroyan and
i feel like going to cafe alone,
i wish to have a good conversation
with that someone just to make me
feel good.

i just need more visitors,
mungkin?
or i just need more visits
from that particular visitor?
tak tau apa kehendak sebenar.

atau mungkin i need someone
yang dekat,
but i know i just cant.
things changed.
i know i know.


every wish i've made semuanya
impian semata.

because for now, i don't have that
someone,
who understands me.

yes, i do have my complete
gfs around, besties yang selalu
ada for free advices tak kira masa.
familyy yang dekat di mata, dekat di hatii.

but sometimes, i need more than that.
entah.
entahlah.

call me tamak, i am.

He Knows Better.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

too many things happened these past few days. but i have too little time to jot down everything.
well at least for now that is.

life's getting harder and i hope for the best in my life.

***


my batchmate, Zahidatul Syazana Zamri (TKC 2002-2006) telah kembali
ke rahmatullah, Khamis, 6 Ogos bersamaan
15 Syaaban yang lalu.

Al-Fatihah.

it's so sad to know that the last time i met her was after SPM,
3 years ago.
and now dia sudah tiada.

semoga roh Zahi dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan bersama
orang-orang yang beriman.
Amin.

3.8.09

Love Love Love <3








:)
it's good to see Mlat and Ipeyn setelah sekian lama tidak berjumpa.
Tong, tq for the company. sila jgn nanges! :) haha!

Rain or Shine, I'll make it through.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

pidato?
kalah. haha.
segan. but then aku tak masuk utk menang,
it's just to make si Papa boleh hantar wakil
from this beloved mktb.
fine. so i entered.
but a few uncles puji, haha.
that means apa aku buat tu taklah teruk sangat.
:)

i had fun during the competition,
met those friends yang pernah sama debate
last yr kat Pahang.
and paling kelakar, ada this one friend yang
dulu kerek gilaa, finally tegur and sembang tak ingat
dunia.
he knew my name, haha!
and muka dia sebijik mcm Raj.
no, i havent mention this to Raj sbb
mcm kelakar je.
lagi pon he's too busy with his
schedule, i'll safe this lawak for later.
:)


demam last Tuesday and for the first time
ever rasa tak lalu mkn.
lucky me itu tidak berlarutan lama,
after 2 days tak lalu mkn,
dah melantak kat cafe,
dengan sangat dasyat.
:)

now sudah sihat dan gembiraaa.

:)


went to jalan TAR smalam with my two girls.
spent some money.
i'm happy and i'm sure the girls felt the same too.
minus the fact that we're so lenguhh.
haha!
my KT and KW kurang stamina.
itu adalah unbelievable.

and and and tambang taxi pon dah naik.
after this kena berfikir lebih nk keluar dari mktb
tercinta ini atau pun tidak.

as long as the girls are around,
i find that it's more than enough.
i can spell the word happiness when i'm with them.

:)

Kak N is a total unique creature.
haha.
i do share some jokes when we're spending our time
together kat bilik.
she's so lawak.
dia share bnyk hot stories juga.
;)

went to seremban last friday.
dengan Tong semestinya.
joined Mlat and the gang buat program.

huish. we've gained something, that's for sure.
tp bibit2 segan agak menebal.
mungkin the tempat belajar differences, kan Tong?.
huhu.

apa2 hal, we had fun and it's good to see your juniors
still kenal and bersorak kuat mcm xselalu nmpk Kak Ezzati
datang college masa announce nama ambil cenderamata.
haha.

and they (Fan, Mlat and others) still remember my baju kurung ungu. haish.
elok la tuh, my sister's batch ingat baju kurung tu Wann punya.
padahal it's mine. haih. lawak lawak.
bila lagi boleh datang Seremban, share thoughts and bergembira?
Wann dah nk keluarr hujung tahun nii.
huuu.

tqvm Mlat Ipeyn Fan and other sisters for the thoughts.
the ideas shared by u guys segala.
lucky us dijemput bersama!
we appreciate it very much.
:)

umm basically life's interesting day by day.
Ummi's graduation day is on this Saturday.
Abang, Wann and Adah akan ada di rumah.
:)
thought of buying a bouquet for Ummi
but i'll need Abang to teman beli.
will see when dia pulang and nk buat sursprise
for Ummi.

:)

classes are wonderrrrful.
classmates are more than sengal and it brighten
everyone's life.
:)


i enjoyed my Gerko more than masa sem 3 dulu.
bcs i got all my girls in the same gerko and
mcm menarik sbb main bodoh-bodoh pon xpe, cz there
are always friends to correct the mistakes done.
ahh, enjoy lah kesimpulannya.
walaupun Mdm LLH bnyk kerenah.
:)


gembiraaaa dengan keadaan semasa.
i dun care what's coming next.
i just need to live my life happily.
after all, it's my life and i'm the one who needs to make it fabulous
for the sake of meeee.

:)

selamat datang assignments dan silibus
yang semakin susah.
tak susah tp lambat pick up sedikit.
huhu!
haish.
i'll make it through.
insyaAllah.