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24.10.09

i've given you too much, and now i am taking back my love.





i always love Malindi. but Mary Jane, Sueded Alice and Women Santa Cruz caught my attention lately.
bukan baru keluar pon but then entahlah, i just love them :)

nak!
images from www.crocs.com.my

guardian angels.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.
tiba-tiba teringat panggung wayang B-0-07. :) hehs. first joined by ground floor and first floor girls sahaja, tiba-tiba semua ada. see how united we are.
to watch Coming Soon dengan keadaan panggung zaman dahulu kala, that is what i love about my girls. they are more than friends, they are my lifesavers.
you see somehow your guardian angels are all around you. it's true that i've been missing a lot of people ryte now. but the reality is that, to appreciate people around you is the better choice.
exam bakal menyambungkan diri, plus kena hantar file itu dan ini. siapa ada nk tolong share information, tolong ajar, diskusi sama-sama, siapa lagi kalau bukan GIRLFRIENDS sendiri. xoxo
:)

kuingin dirimu, dekat dihatiku. :)

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.



watched Nur Kasih. setelah sekian lama asyik missed. i like Aliya's tudung. panjang sikit punya version pls. i like the awning sebab nmpk cantik gila. :)



Aslm's bday is in 2 days time. i forgot to post the card and pressie earlier. been veryyy busy. haish. too many things to think sampai lupaaa.



had dinner together with Abang Sin. jarang Abang nk ikut sekali. and somehow it makes me happy.no matter what happens, i still glad i have a brother. and i just can pray for the best thing to happen in his life. amin.



i love Abang's fossil watch. dah lama, siap dah tuka tali, baru now aku rasa cantik. i asked his permission nk pinjam seminggu tp he said "ini jam lelaki la". haha. padahal kedekuttt.



Wann's home. since SPM's coming, i've tried my very best to help her. i will do anything, be it laundry, preparation for grad nyte, everything. cz that is what sisters are meant for. :)



no matter how tinggi Adah sekarang, she still a manja sister of mine. tp sometimes we are being too harsh on her. sbb gedik sangat kadang-kadang. haha.



Ummi left Msia for Kyoto semalam. and now i misssss Jpn so muchhh. memories of staying with the Kobayashi family sentiasa dalam ingatan. oh hello kitty origami papers wooden dolls cute stuff. omg. seaweed tempura segalanya. rinduu.

too many things untuk dirindui, huh? :)

23.10.09

bila rindu.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.



i love Doodle application on YM. i can draw and i can write what i want. Halley je selalu nk main Doodle with me. itu pun when she's far away dekat Kolar sana, baru rajin ym dengan dia.
once upon a time, i do have my Doodle partner, (partner tetap lah jugak, u can say that), but then, things changed. it hurts bcs bukan semua orang rajin nk layan Doodle. tp xpelah, i will definitely have one partner tetap (haha), soon.

Halley told me she went to Agra, Taj Mahal peopleeee! omg, i so wanna go to Agra, one day nnt, IA. well at least i have my very own replica of Taj Mahal, given by si Bestie. :) penawar duka buat sementara, hehs.

from Halley to Doodle, then Agra, then comes Taj Mahal and lastly si Bestie. i miss everyone.


20.10.09

meet me halfway.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

3 years. mark my word. yes, 3 years.

for the time being, let's jaga potensi diri, tingkatkan prestasi.

we choose to be different because we can.

and Allah knows best.

life's great so far. oh umm except for the fact that exam sudah bermula yang mana selalu membuatkan hati sakit. haha. (read : berdebar). sangat. well, kita berusaha, Allah menentukan.

sememangnya aku ada sindrom berdebar gila and i need help from certain people to calm me down. tp semakin tua semakin boleh atasi. hehs. bcs after all, hidup perlu berdikari :)

it's good to know Ummi akan ke Kyoto this Thursday. more origami papers to come. :) tp kesian Adah kena duduk rumah Muallimah. Abah pon outstation. kesiannn Adah. tp xpe cz she knows Ummi akan belikan banyak sikit barang cute untuk anak last. haha.

kadangkala hati rasa terisi, kadangkala tidak. hmm. no matter what it is, dikala kita rasa down and rasa diri kita penuh kekurangan, fikirlah utk penambahbaikan. dan apabila kita inginkan lebih, fikirlah jalan untuk memenuhi kehendak itu kerana tidak salah berusaha. cuma jgn sesekali mengeluh kerana kita sebagai hamba-Nya perlu banyak bersyukur.

anyway, Zuely, thank you for everything. thank you for believing in me that i'll do great. u know why i love you Jiran. u're one tough cookie and i'm so gonna be like you, minus the scandals, boleh? :)

betul kata doktor yang merawatku, bersabarlah dengan masalah kesihatan yang dihadapi, kerana dengan sakit inilah yang membuatkan kita mengingati Allah, mungkin lebih dari biasa. InsyaAllah, mudah-mudahan.

sesungguhnya hanya dengan mengingati Allah, hati akan menjadi tenang.


17.10.09

bila ada lagu latar sedih,

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

...masa tgh tgk/bayang adegan sedih, sah2 la rasa nk menangis. Serious. I am that type of person who is very sensitive when it comes to certain parts in dramas/movies yang sedang ditonton.

Yang terbaru aku ulang tayang hari tu ialah Sassy Girl Chun-yang. Sebelum aku jatuh sakit dan sengsara. haha. menangis mcm orang gila, padahal tgk cerita korea je. lepas tu mula lah segan bila ada orang menelefon sewaktu sedang menonton. hehs.
yeah, it's true that certain songs represent kesedihan dan kesengsaraan. haha. especially when the song is meant to you masa gembira dahulu, tp bila dengar balik, sah2 lah, sedih. memories memories. haha. sensitive, bukan?
lagu-lagu yang famous jadi latar belakang kepada imaginasi sedih aku ialah Sepi OST and Sassy Girl punya lagu. (part masa Chun-yang sedih). haha. pernah discuss this matter dengan KT, sememangnya lawakk.
well, differnt song, differen emoshi. :)



14.10.09

origami ; an everlasting love.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

pinky is so US. :) well, finally Geometry Exhibition has come to an end.

i'm glad for having these girls, superb teammates :) i love origami. okeh, sekarang mereka suka jugaa. and the best part of all,semua orang dah pandai lipat burung jepun apa ntah nama dia tu and semua origami paper telah habis.and now i have a concrete reason to go to klcc. hehs.

KT, u know kan how i've planned to make my loved ones happy by receiving my origami. it seems that impian tidak jadi nyata. i don't define it as failure, it's just i have more time to learn more. :)

i'll nvr let you go.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

sesak nafas. sakit dada. flu teruk. nafas pendek. batuk. i need to wear mask kan? ummm.
Thank You Allah for the strength u've given me. life's difficult but it's real. thanks girls for the company. u guys brought me happiness. if i didnt show my appreciation towards you, forgive me cz i hardly show my love.
call me segan, i am. you know how much i love you, girls.

3.10.09

at the end of the day, i know i'll be just fine.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.
i'm home. it feels great. dah sempat lipat kain- one week punya load. banyak berganda. Ummi busy, as always. see, aku balek bukan balek free free melepak je, Ummi needs my help. :)
td pergi Bukit Merbah. jumpa juniors aka batch cs kecik yang dah nk SPM. how time flies. met a few pakciks and guess what, Abah sembang and aku pon sembang sama. haha. see, i can sembang with orang-orang tua too. hehs.
Wann's home too. :) Adah kat bawah tgh busy buat kad raya gergasi-bak kata dia for sambutan Raya esok kat Al-Amin. nampaknya Adah akan miss a few opn houses, hehs.
okeh great cpa x siap lagi macamna nk pergi join Abah and Ummi berjalan raya? nampaknya kena berfikir dan satu je solusinya : siapkan cpa, barulah boleh pergi beraya. yeah, will do will do.
sekali lagi i missed my gfs date-tgk Nur Kasih sama-sama. ye lah, dah balik setiap minggu, mana tak miss gfs date. huu.
oh dun make me sad pls. well , for now that is. you know who you are, be it directly or indirectly. i've been trying so hard setelah sekian lama, and i can't easily menyerah kalah. but the fact that i'm not that tough is hurting me. you see, both of us now are having a very good life on our own. i'm happy for that and i bet u feel the same too. call me Lembek or Hati Tisu, i AM.

1.10.09

apa saja kemahuan diri, akan cuba dipenuhi.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.
itu lagu rayaaa. :)
i'm excited cz tomorrow, i'll be at two places. my home and my so-called-2nd-home-for-five-years, Bukit Merbah. :) i'm going back to Bangi for the weekend, as i always do and i'll go to Seremban for solat hajat Wann. :)
but the thing is i need to siapkan my cpa first. huhu. i'll do it sekali dengan gfs sekalian sebentar lagi. told you my gfs are my lifesavers. :) berjuang bersama. :D
can't wait for open houses around kl/selangor this weekend. hehs. i'm a big fan of food. ala, boleh teka dengan senang, i know i'm fat, hehs.
it has been 4 days of school. and i am happy for the fact that I AM HAPPY. i shud thank Aslam for being so lawak and sentiasa ada lawak-lawak ilmiah. he is one of all people i wud call if i happen to be in trouble. he's so convincing i tell you. well besides my gfs lah tp. gfs always no 1s. :)
ok lah, nk pergi block meeting and nk teruskan kehidupan yang fun disulami dengan lagu Raya Hujan and Raihan :)
selamat menyambut Syawal dan berpuasa 6. :))

nadiku berdenyut merdu, cz i miss you two.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

today is my lil (pet) bro's birthday. too bad i still dun have my own car or at least ada license, if not, i will definitely go to uitm shah alam and kidnap him sekejap bawak pergi makan. and i'll bring my fav junior along, and that junior will definitely be Nanie. seriously i'll dropped by UM sat and ambil her. then, i'll bring them both to my fav tempat makan, Saba', Cyberjaya. in my dreammmmmms. sigh.

ppm and inter school debate tournements made us closer. 3 of us. and i just love being their kakak. :) i miss them!

in life, sometimes, we have so many things in our mind kan, and dreams too.

10 things.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

1. i love my Canon printer very much. KT and KB loves her too. :) for so many reasons.

2. after all, Puan H's subject is interesting, it's just aku yang tak ambil port selama ni. i love that ESQ part esp. that is so true.

3. i'm fasting. it has been 2 days already, Alhamdulillah.

4. Wann's solat hajat is on Friday. semalam Abah dah ajak. final year Wann. thought of going. Seremban!

5. tak rasa macam raya cz tak attend any open house pon since balik Bangi last Thursday. so i was thinking to go to Abah's friends' open houses this weekend. yeah, Ummi's friends' too. oh i cant wait. :) nak makannnn besarr. hehs. when i'm thinking about food, i feel good, really good. :) okeh, i miss laksa kuale already!

6. yes yes, cpa won my attention this week, mmg focus dan bersungguh habis lah terhadap cpa. :) thank God, i have my gfs around. they are my lifesavers, this is serious.

7. i wish my besties are all around Cheras. how i wish.

8. Tong's sms made me smile for the whole day semalam. believe it or not, it's not easy to be us. u know what i mean Tong. perlu dipelihara :)

9. tgh tunggu Asar masuk. my gfs and i nk duduk bersama settlekan cpa and lepas tu boleh pergi berbuka. :)

10. oh ya, my fav nasi goreng kampung with telur gedik is waiting for me this Maghrib. can't wait. hehs.


p/s : do i look like a Sabahan to u? i still can't accept the fact when Abang Cafe teka "Adik ni orang Sabah eh?" petang semalam. haha. i need to be like lagi putih and lagi sepet kot kalau nk kata Sabah. haha. omg, tiba-tiba teringat Jeadi. rare name huh? :)